Some of these “trigger” events are personal tragedies and handicaps, that would never have happened had Hyarama been known about and understood. Even so, we could not have done this work had there not been many signs that “it is time”, and we also had direct support from Hyarama / Spirit.
We are few but we represent a “star gate” and reservoir of power and goodwill. These are not our ordinary names. We hope that in time other Hyaramans may add their stories here. But there is still a lot of prejudice, and many Hyaramans will therefore still want to stay private.
Within the family there have always been two lines of descent and inheritance. One of these is the publicly acknowledged one which carried the rights to the lands and title and which passed these rights directly from generation to generation. The other is the one which passed on the core knowledge of Hyarama and the spiritual strength and energy to maintain this knowledge for future generations within and outside of the family. This inheritance passed, always, to the next in line with the capacity to honour it, even when this meant skipping a generation or two.
From the age of three I was raised by my Paternal Grandmother who was of gypsy extraction and who carried the Power in her own right as well as having been married to my Grandfather who was her “working” partner. She saw that the energies were present in me to enable me at a later date to become the next carrier of the Power within the family and, because my parents did not carry the Power, she persuaded them to hand me over to her. This enabled her to prepare me for my future as a carrier of the Hyaraman core energy.
At the age of 16 I went to live in America. At the age of 18 during service in the U.S. Marines, I was severely injured and spent several weeks in hospital, much of this time in a coma from which I was not expected to recover.
One morning I “saw” a lilac coloured light shining in through my window and felt a strength enter in to me and I awoke from the coma. I was partly paralysed and blind but, somehow, I knew this would not last and I would make a full recovery. I also knew that the light that I had “seen” was the energy of the Power.Shortly after this I met a Hyaraman who “brought me through” into the Power. This awakened in me the understanding of my Grandmothers teachings and the knowledge of the Core Energy.
I subsequently met and worked with many other workers
from different cultures including Native Americans (Hopi, Seminole &
Cherokee) with whom I lived for a short time.
On my return to Britain I continued my work with the Power and “brought through” several new workers in various parts of the country, including Ireland.
In 1991 I joined forces with my current “working” partner and, together with another “working”couple, formed a group representing the four elements.
I had no obvious spiritual inclinations as a child,
and spirituality was the last thing I ever thought I would work with.
But I dropped out of University,
knowing that something essential was missing
I was unaware for many years that I touched Asperger
My first great discovery was Rudolf Steiner. Applying
Scientific Method to the inner realities! In line with everything I'd
learned and experienced and thought! This was such a recognition, such
a joy to find, and it helped me so much, that I was shocked and bewildered
to find that my own parents whom I'd always regarded as intelligent,
liberal, creative and sensitive, shunned the subject and forbade me
to talk about it.
I did not touch sacred sexuality until I found Hyarama,
after 20 years "on the spiritual path".
If only I had the chance to explain, to draw forth all
questions and answer them...
This website was the answer.
At 21, I absorbed Rudolf Steiner's Anthroposophy (also known as Spiritual Science) through a year spent at Emerson College. This provided a vital foundation for my spiritual journey (as it did for Sir George Trevelyan), by recognizing Spirit at the heart of THINKING. Thus I grasped our human birthright of direct experience of the spiritual world, backed up by full awareness and by Scientific Method. Steiner opened up for me a cosmology in which Reincarnation is integral for human beings and the figure of Christ is of central importance in a holistic picture of evolution. It was a cosmology that fitted both my life experience, my thinking, my wide knowledge, and the methods of Science, and in which I could begin to know myself and orientate myself with confidence for the first time.
I discovered the Findhorn Community in my late 20’s and decided that if Peter and Eileen Caddy could take God seriously and get practical guidance, so could I. This second profound encounter in my life gave me STRENGTH to walk my increasingly lonely path and trust my intuition, going beyond Steiner's Anthroposophy, picking up my Church Christian heritage, helping me face the apocalyptic dimensions of today's world, following "coincidences" and "guidance" wherever they took me, in difficult as well as in blessed circumstances.
I met Hyarama at 40, which is very late by normal standards. I began to sense that I'd finally come home to what I've known for many lifetimes, and I began to make sense of all that had happened to me. At last I knew I was working with the spiritual power that I'd long felt must be available somewhere, to help the planetary apocalypse. Hyarama was establishing foundations even deeper than Spiritual Science, deeper than all I had hitherto experienced, blessing me with a great new power of LOVE. I needed this power of Love, because as my experiences became more and more unusual, they became less and less explainable to others, and this gave rise to many difficulties.
I never succeeded in getting a degree - my spiritual awakening required that I follow Spirit directly without any of the customary rewards of Life. I married. I have a daughter. We had an idyllic cottage in the country - then Spirit ripped me out of this situation, as I had felt was going to happen, as it did with Eileen Caddy from Findhorn. The next years were all, as I now know, preparation for taking on Hyarama. They are still rather private and at times painful but ultimately all under guidance from Spirit and - yes - miraculous and blessed in the end.
I carry the “Wounded Healer” experience deeply, together with powerful "Mary Magdalene" energies. It took me a very long time to begin to wake up. I now understand Spiritual Emergency from inside , alongside M.E., Post-Trauma Stress Syndrome, Guillain-Barre Syndrome, and Asperger Syndrome. I've worked to help many with Spiritual Emergency, M.E., P.T.S.S., and Autistic Spectrum conditions! I now know that without these experiences, and without having to cope frequently with my own "feet of clay" when my "tide is out", I would not have the wisdom needed for this website and the next part of the work.
I have extensive experience in building community, from many lifetimes. I am reasonably expert in most aspects of community life and development. I was a housemother in two Steiner communities. I love helping people. I embrace a wide spectrum of consciousness, including Christian, Pagan, shamanic, and more. I have qualifications in counselling, Life Coaching, management, and web design. I take inspiration from the Emmaus communities, Pilsdon, Othona, Findhorn, Patch Adams, and the Quest Community in Glastonbury, which I helped establish over a 10 year period until Fate sent in slanderers to attack me through all that I most care about, not least my sacred committment to Truth. Perhaps it was time for me to grow through hard experiences, and to be free to prepare this website.
I’ve only intermittently “fitted in” but have been supported many times miraculously by Spirit. I have had little direct contact with other “power workers” but Calyw has worked with many. We hold opposite “polarities” of experience.
I’m like the mistletoe, needing a "host"
tree but NOT being a parasite! Even my bodily signature shows this quality.
I'm aware of the extraordinary challenge of our times, and of the millennia
of work that many have achieved and suffered before us.
Hyarama is a tradition of the “right hand path”
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